my body is being so weird lately. constantly overheating and when i sleep. the other night i fell asleep at isaac's and woke up early and started throwing up all morning and then i'd go back to bed for an hour or so and then throw up again. then i finally fell asleep for a while and i dreamt that i was all of a sudden on a cruise boat and sitting at a dinner table with a bunch of people who were like vampires and they were being really mean to me. so i got up and tried to find a way to get off the boat. i got onto some little carriage or something with an older lady and her grandchild and rode with them to god knows where. i asked the lady how long the cruise was for and she said it was for like 35 days! then i watched her interact with her granddaughter and then thought about my grandmother and started to cry in the dream. when i woke up i was sobbing and really sweaty. i left a sweat spot on the bed, too! right where my lower back was. at first i thought i wet the bed. isaac wasn't there but his phone and wallet and everything were still in the apt. very weird and isolating way to wake up. had to cancel my yoga class in jerz. i regret doing that. coulda used the money and i also feel kinda guilty for being irresponsible.